Plan well!! CarmenChan

坐立不安

2010-10-02T19:21:00.000-07:00

一早就起身了，睡不了。昨晚已很难入睡了，翻身转侧到凌晨一点多，不能睡，只好出去上网。

唉，总是坐立不安的，心里面很不舒服。很酸！

对的时候，遇上对的人

2010-10-02T10:41:00.000-07:00

人与人之间的缘分真的很奇妙。能相遇，认识，相知，相交然后相恋，需要的就是对的时候，对的心情及对的心理建设。可能以前你总觉得这个人不可能喜欢吧，可是偏偏在某个时候你觉得他也不错啊！可是却错过了适合的时间，因为你有或他已有一个不错的另一半。人要负责任，不可以因为自己任性的感觉，而让其他人受到伤害，如果是这样，你就是自私！所以，你唯有把这甜蜜及暖心窝的感觉埋藏在心底的最深处。珍惜身边有的一切！

Fed up

2009-05-14T07:49:00.000-07:00

today, i am very stress and sad. Feel myself vr mang. Scared i got bit mental problem. i feel pressure until i hold my own head and shout, want to cabut my hair, serious.

Eventhough im scared and dont like to ask permission from those ppl working in uni. but i have to! i have to drive my car and go around my uni and ask kolej by kolej whether they allow me to do research in their cafeteria. I know i dont like, just like why i dont like direct sales ppl, as if im begging them to allow me. Ceh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hate them... Igot to get sample from their place to do my thesis. U know they all, keep on dragging me, tomorrow lah, next week lah, why u dont do this, our head want to see this sign first.

Hmm...i should praise myself, for encouraging myself to ask total 6 kolej today. good effort. but no good response from them..

U understand, when u really try hard, u dont get it, down!!!!

Tomorrow, next week, got to go for many times.

MUN

master life

2009-04-22T19:05:00.000-07:00

Long time i din update here. cz i have been so busy with my Master study in UKM in Food Science. a new chapter in my life.

Lot things happened, lot stupid, happy and angry thing.

Now, then i realise i really appreciate him for staying beside me whenever things happen. i really appreciate him.. Without him, i will not be who i am now.

So, appreciate the people beside u

Mun Mun

malacca trip

2008-11-25T23:28:00.001-08:00

Once we arrived at Malacca, of cz we go for makan makan first. This was captured in Gu Cheng Restaurant. We ordered a lot of things to eat, included chicken rice ball, steamed and roasted chicken, char siew and siu yeok, sour vege..All very nice, except the sour vege - too spicy, and not sour. i liked the siew yeok. the skin was so crunchy, yummy!The leong shui were nice too...Hmm..longan leongshui.

Both of us were very wai sek, eat eat eat...especially him lah. That is why his body size like this..Hehe

Aihemm...this was a historical river...This was the river which The first king of Malacca, Parameswara, found!!

But i think it is seriously polluted now...Our dear Malaysian, please do take care our river, don't litter ok?

This is the usual place where everyone who visit Malacca will go...The Holland Stadthuys and the Christ Church in the Malacca City. So, how can we miss this famous spot?!!

What a sunny day. Really sunny until i cant even open my eyes to look at the camera.

Crazy pose!! Actually, i like the design of the floor. So special, and as if we are at the foreign country.

So happy when getting along with friends and play as much as we want!!

This was a favourite spot too, it was actually a symbol of Holland - windmill. Hee...quite nice

This was the well used by Puteri Hang Li Poh. According to the explaination, this was built by the Sultan for his beloved wife from China -HangLiPoh. The water was clear and used for the daily washing activities. But, of cz it is no longer can be used nowaday.

Hehe...seldom have chance to take photo with this funny friend- Sook Pheng.. Sometimes she is soh soh dei, but sometimes she can be a caring friend oh...

I liked this restaurant very much..The name was Siu Siu,located at Sg Besi Highway. Besides the magnificent waterfall and fish pond, the food there was very tasty too.. I like the steamed crab!! The crab meat was qingtim, and a lot of crab meat too..We have the butter shrimp and gamheong lala.

Due to the fact that the food was too delicious, we even forgot to take the photo on the food itself and share with everyone of u.

im back!!!

2008-11-23T20:28:00.000-08:00

At last, i have completed my Biology and my primary school student final exam!!

Now, then i can update my blog.

This was captured during KW's birthday. "Got to keep fit!" This can remind him to really take k of his health.

Hope that we can always celebrate our birthday together! Wish that KW can stay healthy and happy always

Hmm...few chances thatwe can celebrate birthday with Sook Pheng...The coming few years, no more this chance because she is going to further study again lo..

Look at KW's eye, as if he was very angry leh...So stupid.

Hmm...Sek phon look so cute in the picture..

Both of them are always stupid, like to play together, just like "gay".Haha. That is why i and Sek Phon suspect if withou us, they sure become gay. Haha

Thanx Maxis

2008-09-10T20:50:00.001-07:00

It is my birthday...So, i get promotion from Maxis!!! Yeah..yeah..Maxis, i help you to advertise ok?

i can make free call the whole day..But,make sure is from Maxis to Maxis call.

i made so many calls..including Khye Shean, Ai Tee, Ah Q, Ming Ai!! And can call my aunt in johor too!!

Thanx Maxis!!

i have opportunity to chat with these gang of friends, long time no see liao...Khye Shean in Teluk Intan, Ai Tee in Penang, Ah Q in Pahang and Ming Ai in Malacca.. After we graduated, we din see each other for three years or more?? Happy to chat with them and got to know their latest news...

Hmm..but someting sad happen on Shean, so i make a wish here. Hope that she will be fine soon. "Khye Shean, remember i will be there for you, dun worry."

The feeling to keep contact with old friends is great...

My Birthday

2008-09-09T07:07:00.000-07:00

It is my birthday!

Every year, from little kids generation, i like to celebrate my birthday. It is very important, i think. This is mostly because i want people to focus on me more, i want attention from everyone. This is the bad thing of me,ha ha!

Last Saturday, i celebrated my birthday at my best friend - cd's house. i felt so happy and warm. Especially what they have done to me.

Taking this opportunity to say thank you to them. PP, thanx for your little accessory, i want to buy that for a long time liao. SP, thanx for arranging all the things the whole day, helping me washing dishes, preparing steamboat. CD, thanx for buying all the tibpits for us, although most of them were finished by my stupid KW. Gahahaha.

This photo we just play play and wanted to do some stupid pose just like gangster. But the impact as if i was smelling at my armpit.haha

And thanx to him, dumb KW, choosing two superb big card for me. Hey, but i tell you the way you tell lies are sucks... Imposible x-ray cover is pink in color!! He lied to me saying that it was a x-ray film, but the envelope was pink in color. maybe im too smart, to guess out it is a big big card. But sad to say that im too dumb to understand most of the quotes inside.

This stupid photo actually was one of the 10 snaps taken photo. Really tiring to take this series of photo. The five of us were so gancheong, run here and there to take a suitable position. But i think this one is the best lah.

But, i really appreciate them. Ya, we should always appreciate with what we have. maybe my career is not so successful, but i have caring family, friends and a special one.

I wish my mum will always stay healthy. Everything will go smooth... Including my master study in the coming year and the relationship with the stupid dumb dumb

Tomorrow will be going to celebrate with my mum and sis!! Will upload photo soon.

Childhood Memory

2008-09-04T09:06:00.000-07:00

I am very happy, finally i manage to get the image on the Jem. It is my favourite cartoon during my year of 7. It is about the two bands, one made of pretty girls while another one which with horrific and fierce look. And this movie made me to have an ambition to be a singer. haha

Now then i realize Jem actually was released in 1985. 10 years, 20 years,23 years old for it!!

Then, how old am i??

Wah, time flies...I am 26 loh..

Anyway, i am happy to get the picture. Must try to get the episodes!!

National Day

2008-08-27T06:54:00.000-07:00

National Day is a very important day to a country!

It is not a day to date a gang of friends and watch firework performance, it is not a day to enjoy the performance in front of Bangunan Sultan Abdul Samad, but a day to remind everyone of us to flash back how difficult are our beloved Tunku and his group to achieve independence for our country.

We are so proud of our country all this while because we own a safe and harmony country.

But this thinking is no longer appear in our mind. Since when, our polititians become so busy quarreling and condemning each other party, and since when, we have to be alert when hopping in and out from our car,worrying that there is a snatcher, a robber. Since when, we have to check our surrounding if there is people who would snatch our car when filling fuel.

The situation now is so uncomfortable to us. Do you know that we are so scared and worry? Not condemning but really hope that there is a party which can understand our situation, and do help us out!

This because, I LOVE MY COUNTRY!

Worry

2008-08-15T00:45:00.001-07:00

Hmm..after 1 hour i have to attend bio class again. I really do not like to have this Form 4 Class. i guess this is my problem. I think i cannot handle the class well. During the class, i just feel that they do not enjoy it, it is so boring. I do not like the environment like this, no satisfaction feeling. Unlike the Form 5 class, i will automatically think lot of stupid thing in the class. But facing the Form 4, i just could not think of any!! The students look so sien, boring, and it is so quiet, no fun!!

The reason i m worry is i have to face the environment for 1 hour again, and im sad to see so.

In fact, i do not have to worry. i have discuss the problem with my boss. According to her, this class is very passive. As long as i teach already, then it will be fine. Hmm..just teach then come out!! Yes

depression

2008-06-18T21:04:00.000-07:00

i feel depressed!Since when in the heart of the the small kids, the position of TEACHER becomes so low and no value for any respectation!!

I still remember in my age about 10 years old, i use to put teacher at a high place in my heart. No matter what parents or family member tell us, they are always incorrect if our beloved teacher said the opposite way. We always listen to our teacher. They are always the correct one.

Yesterday, i cannot believe what my students told me. One of my students said, "Teacher, i won't believe you have very good results in your previous exam. If really so, you won't be a teacher, you can always seek for other career which is much more better than being a teacher!"

This response made me so sad. Why having a good result people shouldnt be a teacher leh. Since when does the career of being a teacher become a third class and or even no class in their heart??

Cameron Highlands

2008-06-12T08:48:00.000-07:00

On 17th May 2008, i, Kok Weng, Sek Phon, Chee Dutt went to Cameron Highlands. We came back on 19th May 2008. It was an enjoyable and wonderful trip. First it is because stress and tiredness from our workload. Secondly, this is because it had been a long long time since the last trip in Ipoh.

We reached cameron around 2pm, used the new road, through Simpang Pulai, a much more better choicecompared to the old one.

We stayed in Bala's resort. This is the dream house that i have ever had. An English style cottage. From the outside view, it was really attractive. But, i felt dispointed when discovered the poor maintenance in the resort itself. There were hole, hole that can peep through between 2 rooms, and there was one small hole on the wall in our bathroom. Small enough to let people peep through. I guess this was not like the thriller movie or something, just the maintenance site's problem.

We went to local famous night market at Tanah Rata. Ya, before that, we had dinner in a steamboat restaurant too. One question, why there were so many flies in Cameron. Remembered 10years ago, there was not any!

At my first sight, i was wondering what kind of fruit is that???

I never seen them before!!! How silly!! hehe. Actually, this is what we call "hoi dai ye".

Is the name "putu mayam"? i forgot the name, something like that. It is a local Malay dessert. Quite nice!

The way the Malay aunt made it looked nice. Especially when you see the hot steam coming out from the coconut pieces at the centre of the "kuih", you wish you could have a bite on it as soon as possible in order to warm your body!!

The flower there were nice. To the girls, it will be another bonus point to let you consider cameron as your travel destination!! Furthermore, they were really cheap.

I guess guys will probably ask their girl friend if they can give the rose flower before or after Valentine's Day, and they can buy the rose from Cameron. Imagine, 24 roses, only cost RM10.00

This was the Cameron Valley Tea House. You can always take the

photo in the tea plantation.

The Tea and Scone were popular. Lot people queue for that. We did not buy any scone. Not cheap. Looking at the size of the scone, not worth it!

We were at the Rose Farm. It was great. Although we need to pay, i think it was RM 5/ person. But really worth to visit!!

Not only rose flower, you can see a great variety of plants, orchid, daisy, cactus, apple, tomato and other species of flower which i had never heard the name before. This photo we took it by adjusting the camera on the table. See!! It is nice!!

This is my favourite flower - Daisy! Meaning INNOCENCE and PURITY! Exactly like me. Ghahaha....

Looking at the flower, my mood became superb good suddenly. Girls are different from guys. Girls will start to imagine, how great it is if all the flowers are belong to her. At least, i am one of them! I just hope that every morning once i wake up, i can see diffrent color of flowers in the garden right in front of my room.

Guys will feel boring, just like my frend CD, straightly went to see the peacocks at the small animal corner in the farm. Haha

Before going home, we just stopped at the Dunkin Donut at Tapah Toll to have our donuts.

Guess which one was the tastiest one? You wont believe me if i tell you the answer. The one with the white powder outside was the best. I still remember the chocolate sauce in it was so rich. Yummy! How i wish i can have it now.

The Cameron trip was wonderful. The most valuable thing was that we four people had a really enjoyable weekend there. The moment when we laughed, joked, get crazy together were the greatest thing that help us to release stress in the work.

Health

2008-06-03T20:26:00.000-07:00

Lately, i am always unhappy...this is because i feel frustrated because of my weak body. I feel that i have so much problem. Just look at my medicine box, different variety of medicine. skin problem, sinus..

But, i think i should listen to kw. We should appreciate ourselves, at least we are still alive, we can still have chance to do what we want to. Just compare to the victims in the earthquake, we should feel lucky.

Yes, i should not think in this negative way.. I got to be brave.. Just skin problem! Just sinus! No big deal! Apply medicine then will be ok.

Yes, i have to appreciate myself, appreciate the people, things that i have...

complain

2008-05-27T20:27:00.000-07:00

i am very angry. i registered a new telephone line from our "beloved", "the only one" telephone line company in our country on 15 may 2008, but only managed to get a fully utilised phone yesterday, 27 may2008. Is it what we called efficient??

They only came and set up all those thing on 21 may2008 due to the Wesak holiday on 19 may. This delay of course i can understand and tolerate. But after the people came and set up, yet the phone cannot be used. My father tried to call the people in charged. Through phone,they promise to come. But after few attempts, they did not appear.

Until i myself called the people on 26 may 2008 and say if you guy do not show up, i guess i have to call your main office. Then they manage to come yesterdat,27 may2008. But i still cannot go on net surfing. Haiiiiii....i just wonder how many days i need to wait for the internet setting up again. Later, i got to call again to ask how about my phone line rental fees? It is so unfair if i have to pay start from my registration date.

What a theory!!

2008-05-25T20:13:00.000-07:00

lately, have heard this kind of theory, saying that our school uniform is too sexy and this causes and encourages the rape cases. What a silly opinion! If this thought is correct, means that all those rapists are so innocent, they commit the criminal cases because they are encouraged to do so?? This is totally incorrect. Yes, we have to reduce the criminal cases, but obviously not by condemning the victims, but educating the irresponsible people how to respect the women!

Appreciation

2008-05-21T20:37:00.000-07:00

Hmm...i appreciate this people so much. I appriciate for what he had done to me all this while. No matter how bad i treat him, how hurt he is because of me, how i neglect him, he still treat me the best he can.

I promise myself not to hurt you anymore. Thank you so much, PKW!

Chinese new year and appreciation

2008-02-21T23:49:00.000-08:00

I have a sister, sister who love me and sek me. This is her photo.

My sister loves children very much. Although she is very fierce, especially when she stare at people, everybody at home scared of her. Haha. Although she always scold people, but everyone like her, because she is just "soft-heart". Face dark, mouth like M16,ghahaaaaa...But she just love my family.

Everybody say my characteristic is totally opposite than hers. I always being bullied by people...She is always fierce.. I always study..She hate study the most...She use to cry when watching movie..I seldom do so...She always care for everyone...But i used to be cared by everyone.

This is the difference between the eldest and the youngest!

what a day!!!

2008-02-12T09:01:00.002-08:00

These few days, i feel superb down....Down in the sense that no confidence and feel myself is so useless compare to everyone.

i have changed so many jobs..I sill wondering what i like to do...Compare to a lot friends who are same age with me, they have achieved and know what they want to do.

Ask myself, y i change so may jobs leh...The reason i resigned are concrete arr...

Maybe i should take the words of him to take this year as my brand new year for career. I want to plan well from this year ahead. I should face the changes and have confidence to start new challenges and planning. I wish to sit for a test to become an auditor...Must get info from a senior... At the same time, i wish to open a tuition center, owned by Carmen Chan.

Be confident!! There is nothing i cannot do, ok!! i feel great now!

Asto AEC - Motorsikal

2008-02-10T21:54:00.000-08:00

These few weeks, i love to watch this program - Motorsikal at AEC, My Astro. When watch this progam, i will feel relax and happy, most probably because of the host -Tau Fu Pok, just feel that he is very funny, soh soh dei, ngonk goi goi..Oopss...sorry to say so...No lah, he is just too funny.

Feel jealous because he can put his career and interest together, travel and work at the same time. All this while, i love traveling. But as you all know, traveling can cost a lot. I wish i can go traveling at least once a year. Hmm...the dream destination is Holland!! I wish i can go there within 5 years. will cost around RM 8000, not a small amount. And i feel great for his courage to change a totally different career path, from a consultant to a host. This need a big confidence and determine. I wish i could have it too...

You see!! Nice is it? This is the flower festival. heee....I love flower. And I love taking photo!! OK...After 5 years, i must make sure that i can take the photo with the colorful flower!

Pressure!!

2008-01-19T19:53:00.001-08:00

It is my problem, now i know. Is it i am too responsible? Yes, i know i am very responsible, but too much of responsibility until affecting my own performance is totally not a good idea. I am worried my teaching is not good, they will find it hard to understand me. I feel really pressure.

When i teach, i keep on asking my students do u understand me. Then, i find myself cannot explain clearly. After the class, i get some of the students to ask their opinion. I got few of their opinion here.

1) I just point out the picture with my finger which they get it confusing. So, i will improve it by using the pointer in the slid

2) I stop a lot to ask them do they understand which they think it is not necessary. OK, i will not stop so much, i will just keep on talking and explaining.

3) I find it difficult to use the existing power point. I cannot perform well by using other people's power point. So, i decide to redo my own power point.

4) They find it the progress of the class is too slow. So, i will put it faster.

i promise myself not to get pressure. I have to take it as my new challenge but not pressure. If i continue having pressure, i will never improve!!

Can sleep soundly ever after

2008-01-12T20:05:00.000-08:00

These few weeks, i feel so much relief, every night i can sleep so soundly, do not need to worry what things i have not settle, do not have to worry tomorrow going to be Monday then i have to face certain people in office., because i have RESIGN. Yeah! Yeah! Yeah!

Maybe you will think that i cannot face pressure and difficulties. But i would say the situation in my previous office was terrible. To have a not understanding boss and "gold finger' colleague, the life is sucks!! i accept it that i really cannot survive in a political office.

Now, i am teaching in a tuition centre. To be a teacher, of course there is still pressure. But, this pressure i can bear it. At least, i prepare i teach, that is all. There is no other things that will make me so sad and disappointed. At least, the minimum thing is i can sleep soundly. After 2 years experience here, i wish i can have more ideas on the tuition, then i can have my own business.

OK! Make a wish here...i wish that i can teach happily and continue my dream here..

easy satisfied?

2007-11-15T08:21:00.000-08:00

Maybe i am person who is easily get satisfied in work. Last 2 week, i was unhappy and disappointed when my boss did not increase my salary after my probation period. Is it because of resigning then you do not want to increase my salary as what you have promised me? Although it is just RM 200 increment but it does affect my emotion. Not that money minded, it is the promise and appreciation.

Yesterday, she discussed on this issue to me because i voice it out. Then, she told me she will prepare a "package" for me when i resign later. She say she will have some arrangement on that. Although not giving anything to me on the spot but i feel happy. At least, just showing the appreciation to me all this while by discussing the issue to me. I always like this, want people to focus and care for me!!!

Should i get angry?

2007-11-13T06:45:00.000-08:00

Hmm... Should i angry at you?

I understand that when we are having some new challenge, we will feel tension and emotion might be affected.

But, i really unhappy when you cannot take the challenge and start to have some unstable emotion. Yes, you are correct when we are going to change our job because you are not enjoying the existing job environment. At the same time, you got to get prepared with the coming interview. i can understand that your feeling and situation. But i just do not want to take things as problem.

As a close the other part, i hope you can handle it nicely. I just do not want you lose any chances to expand your career. You know? I will always trust you. Just that i really do not want the new challenge will affect your emotion and affect our relationship.

Scary experience

2007-11-09T01:35:00.000-08:00

Although i have quite a number of training, but today is the scariest one, i would say so.

When i was having the training in C.P. hotel, i noticed the trainees looked weird and "gancheong". They were looking at one of the trainees. Then, some of them started to move towards the guy. I looked at him. His hands and legs just cannot be controlled, tensed up. He seem like difficult to breath and control his muscle. Then, collection of foam was form at his mouth. Then, i realized that he is having convulsion, or in bahasa, we call it as sawan.

I was scared. This was the first time i saw "sawan". I just do not know what to do. Furthermore, i wanted to cry, because i was so scared, worried at him.

The other trainees then carried him out of the training room and let him have a rest. According to them, he used to have this quite often. I even got to stop the class, let everyone including me myself to calm down. Then, i got to know that he had been sent to the nearby clinic.

I really hope that he is fine!!!

English Version can ah?

2007-11-07T07:05:00.000-08:00

Stupid people sent me virus. Caused my computer kena virus. All things including my Chinese Star were lost. Angry! But maybe i am the one who is stupid!

So, i use English to write my blog, is it look ok?

Yesterday, i went to Kelantan because of work purpose. What a tiring day. Went there only for one day, means fly there in the early morning and back at night.

But, got something from there. At least i know someone is treating me very good. Touched! He was worried because Kelantan sound like a ulu ulu place. In fact, the place i gave the training was quite ulu. The name is Setiu, actually it is in terengganu, just that the distance with Kota bahru is nearer if compared to kuala terengganu. It is a forest. place for our National Service students. I got to train the food handlers who are going to prepare the food to the students. Actually he was rushing for his work too. So, because of me, he got to stay back and rushed the day before he accompanied me. Hmm..when i had my training, he just sat behind of the class. I know he is boring there. Glad he was there to help me a lot!

Then, i got another experience too! i had chance to visit and used one of the "washroom" in the malay Kampung. I felt so weird. I got to explain that i am not kind of sombong people. But be frankly, i cannot stand with the washroom. Imagine when you stand up and want to zip your pants, people can see your face and your shoulder part (for girl). Of course, when you wee wee, people cannot see. But if they come nearer, they can see oh! I felt so scared!

In conclusion, the trip to Kelantan can be considered as a good experience, not that bad as what i imagine. So, good try!

喜歡－失望－絕望

2007-07-21T22:57:00.000-07:00

許多人都喜歡寫“喜歡”的感覺。可是，我還是堅持要寫我的，因為自己經歷的肯定是最特別的。

喜歡－

喜歡就是一種最簡單的感覺了。雖然你知道A 對你比B 的還要好一佰倍，可是如果你喜歡的就只有B，你就會毫無顧慮地向他沖去，哪怕他是一面會讓你撞得頭破血流的硬檣, 哪怕他曾經傷害你有多深。×＄＃℃＃笨蛋啊！

只要他稍微傳你一則短訊，告訴你他已經安全到家，你就欣喜若狂，興奮無比。當你獲知原來這一年你用來忘記他的時間里，他的記憶里原來還有著你的一點一滴，你會立即把之前答應自己放下他的決心，毅力通通給忘記，然後告訴他“我真得很想念你”。當你也覺得他看見你時他也很開心，你會很希望時間在那刻停止下來！

失望－

可是，之後的日子，他又對你忽冷忽熱了，直覺里你會感覺到有一些問題在纏著他，讓他不能百分百地愛你。這時候是最辛苦了，“愛我需要猶豫那么多嗎？” 你肯定不能釋怀，因為根本沒有理由讓你放棄。

絕望－

直到獲知一個很合理的理由，原來他一直有女朋友。感謝他終於告訴你這事實！至少你有一個充分的理由讓自己放下他。

總結－

要善待自己，他不值得你為他傷心，因為他不懂得珍惜你！

生命無常

2007-07-21T22:43:00.000-07:00

今天一早就被一通電話吵醒，朋友的公公去世了。

每次到朋友的家，我也只是叫他一聲“阿伯”，也沒多一句。可是，心理面會不知覺地傷感起來。其實，我覺得對阿伯來說可能這是一種解脫，因為他已經被這病痛折磨了一段日子，差不多有半年了。由最初的行動不便，需要拐杖，到近期的只能趟在床上，而且四肢瘦骨如材，看了真讓人心酸。

可能，我的年紀也不小了，所以身邊逐漸有很多長輩過世。我不知你們是否有這樣的感覺，害怕死亡的感覺。死后會怎樣呢？我是不是需要一些心靈的輔導呢？

朋友跟我說，不需要想太多，勸我珍惜眼前所擁有的，努力讓自己活得繽紛色彩。我必須加油，努力地學習，尤其是剛加入這間新公司，有太多的新事物讓我吸收。我要享受每分鐘，不要讓自己錯過美好的時光。